There is a sense of hopelessness and helplessness and victimization, in this carnal world. Reality as the world sees it, is very depressing with endless body counts with regard to disasters and hopelessly backlogged cases with regard to our courts. Our judgments on others and ourselves do leave us exhausted, with no vision, bitter and despondent. Since choosing to allow Satan to have control of my heart, through my senses, is not an acceptable choice for me, I want Jesus to truly govern my mind, my perceptions and my world. In truth I really don't know how He's going to gain control. I hold on so tightly to anything I can control, in my world. How do I give control to Jesus? I must want to. He knows my heart and mind. I just must want to and He'll do the rest.

Having accepted the Lord into my heart, I have a responsibility to see as He would have me see.

Why should I stop short of vision? How does it help to believe that all this worldly carnal stuff and all the worldly disasters is all there is? Surely, if I am depressed, I cannot join Jesus in His crusade to heal the world with a strength that is certainly not of this world. I want to help Him illuminate the darkness all around. If I am not helping, I am hindering. Truly I want to help! The narrow path to heaven does not need to remain as untrodden as it has been.